On Friday we drove out of Vancouver about an hour to Stawamus Provincial Park. Keith, Cory, and I hiked up about 750 m to the highest peak in the area. It took about 3 hours. It was steep. There were chains and iron ladders at some spots. Along the way we met Chris who was hiking bare foot. Initially I was thinking, boy this guy is austere!
As we were talking with him I found out it wasn’t by choice but because a big blister had developed on his big toe and had popped.
When we finally got to the top, the view was obstructed by trees so we ventured down a little to the cliff’s edge, out of view of all the other hikers. What a spectacular view. It was a sheer vertical cliff. On the left was a deep gorge. Cory was remarking how the fear that arose in our consciousness when we were standing on the very edge of that gorge looking down was due to conditioning — thinking I’m this human body that CAN’T fly or keep from falling over and dying if I get any closer to the edge. But we were watching the squirrels who were scrampering OVER the edge at ease! Then Keith was glorifying the freedom of the bird, but Corey pointed out how fearful they are — looking for food and how they fly out of necessity to provide food and shelter for themselves and their family. The freedom felt by a self realized soul is far beyond our mtl conception of freedom. Fearlessness (from death) is a sign of self-realization and real freedom.
We are chomping on celery and peanut butter when Chris comes down and ask us if we want to smoke pot with him. Keith suddenly says,“we’re monks. We don’t smoke pot.” I was thinking, “way to go Keith!” Then we went on to explain bhakti yoga and mantra meditation and said, “Let us offer you something, an ancient book of wisdom called Bhagavad Gita.” He gladly and gratefully received it.
Where and how did you get your first book authored by Srila Prabhupada? We’re eager to hear from you.
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hey prabhu, i have also wondered at that fear that arises in our consciousness. edgar allen poe gave it a name: “the imp of the perverse.” it is a perverted impulse which forces us to act against our own self-interest. and like cory pointed out, due to our conditioning we can barely keep ourselves from acting so unnaturally. in the BG, it is stated that lust forces us to act unnaturally. so, when we are standing on the edge of a cliff thinking, i could very well die now… that is the extent of our lust. that we unnaturally desire our own death.
i bought my first hard-cover Gita from the Halifax devotees, for $5.
I bought Gita from a temple in South India.ISKON devotees were selling the books